i realize that i haven't updated in a while... my apologies. the workload at school is exponentially increasing, and to top it all off, the past couple of weeks have been quite drama-filled... (hazel's life = living soap opera) ... and so let's say blogging hasn't exactly been top priority.
anyhoo, what is there to say. after some time to finally sit and figure out what's going on in my life, i have come to realize that i am confused... again... then again, maybe i was never not confused before :P continuing, i think confusion is so familiar to me that it's like my best friend... well confusion and a few other emotions as well :/ but confusion mostly... :) confusion about what, you ask? well... everything really... school, future, career... more recently, certain relationships, certain situations, and what God wants me to do/learn through all this. i had kinda thought (and hoped) that with the coming of the new year, and some good solid talks over the break that things would be better and fresh for 2006... only to find that confusion is still something that has continued to linger in my life. meh... guess i just gotta find a way to deal, and not let that bombard me and distract me from some of the more important things in life: good ol' design projects. :P (oh! and other stuff.. like ccf, titus, etc. :P )... yes i know, i hide behind my projects and schoolwork to avoid touchy, sensitive issues. :/
aside from that, i've been learning a lot through the people around me. been hanging around with design peoples more... being at sheridan all wednesday and all, it's nice to have friends that are outside the Christian circle... i really enjoy and value that time that i get to spend with them. :) furthermore, having people reach out to me and contact me (from ccf, titus, etc) has also been quite encouraging and uplifting. oh! and in light of all the soap-opera-ish drama that has occured in my life as of late... just wanted to drop my words of thanks to those who have kinda been helpin me through.. not to say that it's all well and good now, but dunno where i'd be without you peoples to support and listen to me. :P
but a kind word cheers him up."
- proverbs 12:25 -
thanks for all your kind words :)
don't want this to get too long... got quite the eventful couple of weeks ahead of me... chinese new year celebration at my house on sat (first time ever!)... winterlicious on monday (at least that's the plan, unless my group project thwarts that plan)... CCF retreat coming up quick... and starting summer plans.. with internship and what not... :/ so essentially, what i'm trying to do after the difficult week that i've had is: re-focus... and try to do what's right... and just let time heal all wounds i suppose. :/
anyhow, that's about all for now... hope to have something more substantial to read next time around. :) this was kinda just the vent, no-point kinda blog. heheh.
random question: how do they make rumble strips on the highway?